I am still filled with sadness over the loss of my step-daughter.
But, I have come out of the overwhelming grief.
I think of her often during the day but it doesn’t stop me in my tracks anymore
or bring to my knees
I feel so sad for her father and her grandmother.
It is such a strange and empty feeling to know that we will never see her again.
It’s absolutely heartbreaking.
But….the good is that I can step through my days without sobbing hysterically.
I had my 53rd birthday over the weekend! Yay 53! Yay me!!
I have been taking public transportation to work.
It’s really a breeze except for the only bus home leaving Wonderland
1 to 3 minute after I arrive…I run as fast as I can till I get onto that bus.
Luckily the commute to work isn’t quite so stressful.
And, seriously, the people….
oh my lord are they ever entertaining….
I never know whether I want to put on my earbuds to block them out
or leave them off so I don’t miss anything